The Disappointment Settles...

This post is not really education related...

I am starting to become really disappointed with myself in my job choice. I was really looking forward to moving out of the state and into a new, big city. Now that it looks like I will NOT be doing that, I am sad that I didn't make more of an effort to make it happen. One thing I said when I went into this program was that I did not want to stay in Michigan. I also said that I would NEVER work at a prestigious private school. Now I am doing both. What kind of person have I become? Am I selling out? Am I taking the easy way out? Am I just scared of what's out there? I'm so confused and unsettled with my life right now, and I don't know how to sort it out. If I choose not to sign this contract next week, I'll have to start the job hunt all over again, pretty much from square one. I hate feeling like this.